Foreign

Saw Leap Year today! I wasn't originally going to see it, but it turned out to be a good movie. Huge plus: men with Irish accents. ;). So I advise you to go see it as well! It really got me thinking about Ireland and then Europe, I cannot wait to go there and hopefully live there someday it'll be amazing. And thinking about moving places got me thinking about actually growing up. Making that transition in attitude, in lifestyle...how am I going to know when I'm ready? Yeah sure I'm in college so that was some growing up I did, being on my own...but what about when I'm legitimately taking care of myself? I know I can, it's just...a big step I think. I'm that anxious that's half being excited and half being scared. Will I realize it when I make the switch? I think I need a more clear objective in life. You know "What are you gonna be when you grow up?" Well I'm only a few years off from being seriously grown up, and I still feel like I have no idea. I'm still wondering what I want, still wondering where it is that I fit. Who am I really? Same old girl who gets pushed around most of the time, and keeps her bitter thoughts to herself? Or will I change and be that one girl I always wish I could be like, the one he goes after.