The world is moving everywhere but here.

I can't compress this feeling of being good for nothing. I'm tired of feeling like an average person. Just another nobody, when most of my friends are destined to be promising somebodies. I'm not especially good at much, I don't excel at any one thing, I'm always average. I don't play an instrument, I'm not an author, an artist, an athlete, a philosopher. I'm just Megan and it doesn't get any deeper than that. I hate it, I hate feeling sorry for myself like this, and I wanna go out and do something, but what do I do? I found my goal for 2010, be a better person, do something worth while and worth noticing, excel at something. Cause I'm tired of my own bitching. And I want to be happy.

Instead of envying my friends, I'm going to be inspired by them. I'm gonna make my place in life the world, blah blah blah happy inspirational stuff :)