My emotions are so tainted and poisoned with this harsh feeling. I don't understand why people won't stick up for themselves, why people would chose to pity someone instead of help them to face what they've done.
You were the ones who complained about it and when she went after one of you I thought it was only right to stick up for you. Instead I got almost a little slap on the back of the hand. Excuse me if I thought it was wrong for her to do so and accuse you of things she herself was guilty of.
You knew what you were doing. You were completely capable of turning her down. "What was I gonna do, make her cry more?" and "I did tell her we shouldn't and that she was really drunk" aren't excuses. She was hammered and you weren't. She treats you like shit, and as your friend I do my best to be a better friend to you and to repay me you decided to fool around with her while I was in bed with both of you. I kinda lost some respect for you. She didn't take advantage of you, she was drunk. You weren't, when it comes down to it, you took advantage of her. And don't come to me over your hurt emotions, when it finally catches is up to you that she did use you a little, and that it didn't mean anything. Because as far as I'm concerned you did it to yourself, and I have nothing to tell you but 'I told you so.' The main reason I don't want to hear it is because I'm already comfortable enough with you to be harsh to you and expect you to know how I am. But you don't, and I don't want you to think I'm ridiculously mad at you, when really I'm just disappointed. You're too nice and too smart to make a mistake like that. Please...think about it the next time the girl you've had feelings for, for the past two or three months is drunk and begging you to be in bed with her, that maybe you should step back and say no. Make a responsible decision.
Sunday, February 7
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