100 things, part 1

I saw someone else do it kind of, and I think I want to too.

1. i am 18 years old

2. i'm a laid back person who gets walked on a lot

3. i love to eat

4. i love music, but can't seem to find something I'm especially good at with it.

5. i recently bought a drum set and am hoping i'll be good at the drums

6. most of my best friends and friends in general are guys

7. i hate girls

8. the girls i do hang out with/are my friends are either lesbians, bi, or are just like me

9. i dislike drama, but it follows me

10. i love taking pictures, they do last longer

11. one of my best friends doesn't know i've had a crush on him for the longest time. it doesn't conflict with my life, but it's there. it exists.

12. i don't have a type of guy

13. i play softball and love/live for it.

14. it takes me 2 hours to get ready for anything

15. i'm one of the most self-conscious persons I know.

16. i love cows.

17. i am a megan/meatitarian and still love cows.

18. i always joke about how much I dislikes vegans/vegetarians, but it's just because I could never do it.

19. i'm proud of my ass, and you can tell by the way i walk

20. i'm the oldest child out of three

21. i used to have vivid images of hurting my sister when i got mad at her, but in secret i love her to death

22. i'm extremely unorganized

23. i love to laugh

24. i'll laugh at almost everything, i laugh when i'm nervous

25. i like to write poems but am too shy to show them to anyone cause I'm not very good.

26. i don't know what i want out of life

27. i depend on my friends to survive

28. when i love someone i love them too much

29. i will risk my being hurt, to protect the ones i love

30. i've rearended 3 or 4 cars, but have never been in or caused a huge accident

31. i let my best friend drive my car and the wheel stuck and it was totaled.

32. i'm smarter than people give me credit for, i just can't always express what i want to say or what i mean

33. i have cheated before, and he still doesn't know

34. i'm a ditz and an airhead

35. i honestly believe my add is bad enough for medication

36. i helped someone brand themselves with their nickname with paper clips and a lighter

37. i have an ab fetish. i love abs.

38. i've only had three boyfriends, ever.

39. my first kiss was bet on with online game money, ever heard of runescape?

40. i've known my first best friend since i was born

41. i've tried to legitimately run away from home once, and only made it halfway down briarcroft.

42. my dad has thrown a phone at me and left bruises with his hand, my mother has shoved me up against a wall so hard, i hurt for a week.

43. ive had more bruises in my life than can count, and don't know where most of them came from.

44. i've never broken a bone

45. i'm terrible at holding on to money

46. i'm half mexican and half white

47. i can't speak any spanish

48. i took two years of german

49. i am an attention whore

50. i used to overlap flings and relationships because i couldn't stand to be alone

51. the longest i've been single for after beginning to date, is a month

52. my shortest relationshp was two weeks long

53. that guy is now my best friend

54. i can't stay mad at someone for more than a day, unless they've really done something completely fucked up.

55. when i'm angry, i try to make the person im mad at feel as bad as i do and say tons of shit i don't mean. i tear them to pieces.

56. i love taylor swift

57. i have a tendency to be better friends with attractive people

58. i know that two of my friends are lesbians, but they don't know i know.

59. i hate cleaning

60. i hate the cold, but moved to one of the coldest places in california

61. i have an obsession with gays, lesbians, bi's, transgenders etc. they make me happy.

62. i am completely straight

63. i find polyamory and polyamorous relationships extremely interesting

64. i have only died my hair once

65. i secretly want to join a sorority

66. i was dubbed an honorary member of a fraternity, without sleeping with any of them

67. i'm the best player on the frat's co-ed intramural slowpitch softball team

68. i love monsters (energy drink)

69. i live vicariously through my roommate because of the guy she sleeps with

70. i hate the smell of lotion

71. i love to eat pickles out of a jar.

72. my favorite color is puprle

73. i am extremely territorial, any person new to one of my groups, has to have my approval before i'm ok with my friends hanging out with them

74. i am also an extremely jealous person

75. i am a tomboy

76. i hate skirts

77. i can't walk in heels

78. i am addicted to caffeine

79. i love earl grey tea

80. i had never owned a pair of rainboots till now.

81. i love flying

82. i like to read comic books

83. i have an obsession with batman

84. riddler is my favorite villian

85. i have a thing for older celebrities, robert downey jr., hugh laurie, johnny depp, gerard butler, and more

86. i cannot handle the death of anyone who is close to me or apart of my daily routine

87. i am overdramatic

88. i used to be too nice

89. i'm a difficult person

90. i'm stubborn

91. i don't like it when people i don't know very well are touchy and feely with me

92. i hate it when boys want to kiss all the time, ill kiss you when i want to be kissed

93. i am almost always the person in the group who is constantly made fun of

94. usually i don't mind, but there are times where it pisses me off

95. i have an issue with people staring at me for no reason

96. i hate it when people say something, and i don't hear them and they go "nevermind"

97. i love video games

98. i own an xbox360

99. call of duty modern warfare 1 and 2 are my favorite games

100. i cry when i'm alone for too long