Hey remember when...

Remember when a phone call from you was all I needed? Remember when I'd kill to get on the computer just to talk to you? I remember. Remember the way we laughed for hours, upon hours, and sometimes we wouldn't even be talking. Remember how we had our lives after high school planned out for that super long road trip either way? Remember our endless inside jokes, and our hilarious recordings?

God do I remember. I know I ruined it, I've finally accepted it. I still regret it, always will. I know why you talked to me that one time...he told me. I'm glad you even considered it, that you even put forth the effort. And even though I haven't talked to you since, I'm not so afraid to txt you and see how you're doing. Which I might do in a few minutes.

I got both you and your sister back in my life, for a little bit, in a small way. I was so happy. You couldn't understand how happy I was.

Thinking about you makes me smile. Cause I loved you, always have/will, and that'll never change.

I felt like the hugest weight was lifted off my shoulders when you replied to me on New Years. I was expecting a come back, some harsh words, and I had prepared myself for anything. I was a little tipsy when I did it, and I might not have done it if I wasn't.


I don't play Halo anymore. It makes me kinda sad sometimes. I'll never ever have as much playing it as I did with you and our friends.


I miss you a lot. And I really hope you're happy and doing well. Maybe I'll hit you up if I ever take that road trip I've been wanting to do.


You popped up in my thoughts because I keep having dreams about you.
Sounds weird and creepy, I know, but I didn't ask for them lol. They just happened.
Again, I only wish the best for you in life. And that you're happy.



Koby
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