Usually the end of the year is pretty fucking awesome. Instead my friends really really really fucking blow. I'm in the middle of two groups that hate each other, two of my friends I probably won't get to see before I leave because they have this stupid relationship that doesn't exist and won't spend time with anyone else. One of my friends I'm gonna miss more than he fucking knows and he doesn't even want to hang out with me so fuck it. Fuck everyone. I'm pissed, I feel rejected, blown off, unwanted, and like I just wanna cry. It's for reasons like this that I wanted to transfer next year. Hopefully I'll feel a lot better being in a sorority next year. Cause right now fuck Humboldt. Again I'm tired of everyone bailing on me.
And I'm sorry to those I bail on who don't bail on me. I really am.
I feel like I have no one right now, fucking no one.
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Ludovician
eat my memories.swallow every one of me whole. till there's nothing but a lost soul with no memory of who how or why
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