Why it didn't occur to me to write about my Saturday night. I know why, but I have literally NEVER been so happy in my life. I swear I was most definitely floating on cloud nine. Nothing could go wrong, absolutely nothing. I could get mad at no one, and I could hold no grudges. Me, Adrienne, Wes, and Tommy all on the couch just sitting and FEELING, was the most amazing moment of my life. Streamers never looked so good, music was never so addicting, and life was never more beautiful. I just wanted to hug and laugh and talk to everyone.
And after that. Everything just seems so much worse. It's a terrible mind trick. And it's not fun to do to yourself in the end, but what I'd give for those hours of happiness. Pure joy.
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Ludovician
eat my memories.swallow every one of me whole. till there's nothing but a lost soul with no memory of who how or why
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