Let's address the elephant in the room.

It's a game to me. Liking you, wanting you, and seeing you the way I do.

You are infectious. Your smile, your laugh, that stare you're so good at. The one I feel is literally staring into my soul in that creepy way. Almost like you know I can't resist.

But what keeps me satisfied,
content..

Is knowing that you can't resist me either. That every time you see me with someone else, your demeanor because a coveting green, and suddenly you're bitter. Knowing that and seeing it out of the corner of my eye keeps me content and gives me that feeling of control. And with this power I tease you. I flaunt it, my slight control over you. I make sure you know what you're missing at any chance I get. What you can't have, could have had, came close to having and in a sense did have...but ruined it all for yourself.
You were foolish, you let me draw you in, and even when I questioned you, reassuringly you lied while your eyes told the truth. I ignored them, and focused on that guilty, lying smile. And then let you have a part of me, let you hold it, know it, feel it, and in return lost myself in phony ignorance, convinced myself that this was justified, this was ok.

I should have known better. Not that I was expecting much out of you, but I was still let down by you. And the worst part, besides you claiming that you love her after what you did to her, is that her and I got along so well. She was a complete sweetheart, and I became angry with you. Not because you didn't leave her, but because you had the nerve to do that to her, to do something that would tear her heart to pieces if she found out. I didn't even care that you had indirectly lied to me. I was completely outraged that you had put me in such a position that I would be at fault, the fingers would all point at me.

Well, I'm not dancing with myself here, you're going to perform with me, whether you want to or not. Because now I have even more power over you. Although the same power can be used against me, I have most of it.

Because you still can't resist, you still didn't learn, and still..neither can I. This will only end badly, but then again, I'm in need of some excitement.