Somethings wrong.

God damnit. Not this again. Why this again? Why not someone new? Someone else? Why do I have to go back? Why do I wanna cry? Why can't I just let it go! It's been a fucking year! A god damned year. I'm done, I thought I was, I fucking should be. And I'm sooo not. And it feels like I can't breathe. Half literally half in general, a ton of fucking bricks has just crash landed on my ribs and it blows!
I HATE THIS.