I want you

Never could I ever put so much meaning into this song before.
I can't have you, and I want you so bad it's driving me mad!!! You are so arrogant, moody, egotistical, self-centered, and absorbed in what you do, and I want you! And do you know and/or notice? Probably. Around others you treat me one way, detached, like I'm just 'whatever' to you. When it's just you and me? It's different. You confide in me, you miss me even when I'm not gone, and you feel better when you're hurt because you let me help you. But guaranteed the next day it's the same mood swingy routine! And I'm still waiting...waiting for the credit I feel I deserve. Maybe that's all I want, and I don't want just you, I want the credit from you. Some recognition, some reaction or gratitude! Notice me, want me,"Choose me,pick me, love me."

Whether you do or not I'm still gonna be here. What else am I gonna do? Trick myself into thinking I can walk away? Yeah right. I'm sure we both know I'm not that kinda person.

I'm Megan and I am flawed, I forgive too easily, and I love too much, and I love you more than you sometimes deserve.