You really don't know

This has really become a story from the movies.
You really don't know.
And I'm not sure if I want you to ever know. I'll tell you someday, I know I will...but in the near future?? I'm not so sure.
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You make it hard from me and you're not here. I can't look at another guy, talk to another guy, without thinking about you. It's finally gotten that bad. And I know if I go and tell you, like they all do in the movies,work up the courage to go and tell you, I won't get the happy ending movie, I'll get the sad ending where she was just too late.
Then again I guess I won't know till I do tell you.
I'll cross my fingers that I'm lucky just this once.