A first

I'm writing about you. I never have before and I know for a fact you might never read this. I don't think I would want you too...
I miss you. Like legitimately miss YOU. not having someone to cuddle with, not having someone to kiss and hug, not having someone to tell me they love me and care for me, I miss you. For all the bad we've been through I know you'll always love me same as i'll always love you and I owe you apology on top of apology for the things i've done that could Hurt you. You'll always know me better than any other guy, know the right way to kiss me, hug me, and love me. And I'm hoping very much that I feel this way regardless of being extremely lonely. And feeling unwanted on top of that. We'll be ok, I know it. But I need to rethink coming back to you. If that's what I want. I love you.


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